Stressed-Depressed 2/10

My to-do list and I are in an ever constant battle…

Wedding planning doesn’t help.

Going away for 5 days… should be fun but also I have to prepare… so… doesn’t help.

Meh. Today was going so well. Really it was. Didn’t feel bad or anything. Had a good breakfast. I’m hungry right now, maybe that is one of the problems…

Sometimes it seems like so much and I just want to go into bed and take a nap. I don’t want to think about song order, or a packing list, or meetings with the coordinator, or writing this blog even. LOL.

I was able to catch myself today at least, I was able to stop myself from getting REAL crazy, but I did need to go lay down. Zach came in and talked to me. That helped.

I don’t know, it seems like sometimes I can’t ever catch up. And I want to not need to catch up! I want to just not have these things on my to-do list. That’s what I want. I don’t know if I can delegate it all or if I can figure out a way not to care so much.

Maybe when the wedding is over that will help. But I don’t want to rely on it because WHAT IF IT DOESN’T. What if I just fill up my list over and over and over again?!

What if?

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