Missing the Wedding 0/10

Okay, well it’s been a crazy month or two!!! And I’m ready to start posting again regularly… I hope… now that we aren’t doing the wedding/honeymoon stuff.

But I miss it :'( The pictures make me sad because it’s over! Even though there is still stuff to do (thank you cards, reviews, print out pictures, etc.) I’m so sad that the party is over. I want all my friends to be here to party all the time! It doesn’t help that it’s the holidays now and for Thanksgiving we’re just staying here, very low key, and we have no Christmas plans so far.

It’s crazy that so much planning goes into one single event, and then when it’s over you will never have anything like it again. I’m trying to think of a way I can even have something as half as big as the wedding and I’m thinking maybe I can convince Zach to let me throw an invitation Halloween party next year where we actually rent out a space… Anything so I can plan another rager. I love planning parties. I want to do it all the time.

I’m trying to keep myself busy to keep my mind off it, planning trips to see friends and family and hopefully refocusing on exercise and writing which have fallen to the wayside in all the chaos.

My depression hasn’t been too bad lately, but my health has been a little wonky. I went in for an endoscopy on Monday and they didn’t find anything abnormal, which is good, but we still don’t have a reason for my side pain :\ so hopefully we get some answers when the test results come back. I also had two major migraines in the last week or so, those knock me out for 12-15 hours, where I just lay in bed with the lights off and hope that I fall asleep so that I can’t feel my head and stomach hurting. I haven’t been taking my migraine medication because it has NSAIDs in it which could hurt my stomach. Overall, it’s been a little frustrating because I don’t like being sick! It’s not fun and it always gets me down because I feel like I waste my night away going to bed at 6pm. I hope that once we figure out my stomach that will help with my head, because I’ll be able to go back to a steady diet with my food, as right now I’m just trying to eat whatever doesn’t make my stomach hurt.

I’m trying to get the motivation up right now to go to the gym. I have already cleaned up the house in preparation for our Thanksgiving feast, which will be on Friday because my sister works tomorrow, but now I need to figure out how to get myself out the door. I’m literally procrastinating by writing this blog post… must… get… off… couch…

Wish me luck.

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